// Dear Dujon ,//
When I was 7 years old.
I remember seeing you for the first time in a mango tree.
Mangos are my favorite fruit so I asked could I have one .
You climbed up to the Higest branch and got me the biggest one and from then on
the rest was history.
From then we spent hours in aracades playing pac man , filled our faces with mango whether they we’re sour or ripe. You were truly my bestfriend . Summer after Summer we’d see each other and laugh at how much each of us had grown. You’d comment on my crazy hair and I’d comment on your huge ears telling you ” You Know What they say about guys with BIG EARS , they’re going to be RICH’
You filled my days with Joy & Just satisfaction. Endlessss kype talls from 10pm to 5am were the highlight of my days , I could laugh and be myself aroud you. and days when my body was saying no to getting on skype and my mind would say no youd call me and ramble about random facts you learn. You talked about all the secrets we shared and all the firsts we could share.
We’d scorn the ocean and curse at geography from keeeping us so far apart till the summer and I’d laugh and say your too much. Lol I was Insanity and you were sanity. I was irrational and you were rational.
your accent would send chills up my spine every time said “babes , i love you” and i’d say ” I hate you dumbo” but we knew exactly what each other meant.
I guess what im trying to say in so many word is…
I miss you. :)
// Everyone has issues..//
So when people try to justify drug abuse and abusing sex as an “out cry” because they have issues im just like….
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS.
I mean i guess i should be somewhat understanding that people go through lots of things.
But , I feel as thugh there are so many other ways to deal with your problems.
What ever happened to crying , screaming , writing…
Idk i feel like you should take your pain and turn it into something constructive.
// *______*//
Through deaingl with certain people.
I learn that im stern and optimistic and i dont take alot of shit.
Like if I feel like im talking to someone who blatantly disrespects me or is just so redundant I honestly can just shrug it off anf not talk to that person for months with no regrets.
I also learn that I get the hint the first time.
If i feel like you obviously dont want to talk to me Im just like okay back to normal schedueling.
Idk thats just me I can be in your corner or your worst enemy its whatever you decide
That thing, that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that person is the only person that you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time
(Source : makemestfu.net, via honeysaeb)
// Truth Moment ?//
I can never quite prosper because im always look to thr right ,left , front and back to observe what others are accomplishing.
I lovr white roses and if any guy ever sent me a big thing of white roses i might have to propose :)
(via chanoue)
// Truth Moment ?//
Im tired of aways having to plan , figure out or calculate my future.
I wish i could let life just run its course.
// Truth Moment ?//
I hate the SOUTH. And i refuse to raise my children in an area of the United States that has such close minded and ignorant individuals.
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